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I spend a great deal of time passing on what I learned
to others who want and need it badly. I do it for four reasons:
- Sense of duty
- .It is a pleasure.
- Because in so doing I am paying my debt to the man
who took time to pass it on to me.
- Because every time I do it I take out a little more
insurance for myself against a possible slip.
Unlike most of our crowd, I did not get over my craving
for liquor much during the first two and one-half years of abstinence.
It was almost always with me. But at no time have I been anywhere near
yielding. I used to get terribly upset when I saw my friends drink and
knew I could not, but I schooled myself to believe that though I once
had the same privilege, I had abused it so frightfully that it was
withdrawn. So it doesn't behoove me to squawk about it, for after all,
nobody ever used to throw me down and pour any liquor down my throat.
If you think you are an atheist, an agnostic, a skeptic,
or have any other form of intellectual pride which keeps you from
accepting what is in this book, I feel sorry for you. If you still
think you are strong enough to beat the game alone, that is your
affair. But if you really and truly want to quit drinking liquor for
good and all, and sincerely feel that you must have some help, we know
that we have an answer for you. It never fails if you go about it with
one half the zeal you have been in the habit of showing when getting
another drink.
Your Heavenly Father will never let you down!
From the First Edition of the Big Book of Alcoholics
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